HE'S GONE.

and i accept it.

i still remember. hari raya. he passed away peacefully. but i still couldnt believe it.
his voice still rings ever so loudly in my ear. the picture comes into my mind. the times we shared flashed through my mind too.

some of you are wondering who i am pointing to?
i am talking my grandfather. my GONG GONG.

i didnt dare to post on the blog about him just because i am afraid that people will come and say, "oh my! i am so sorry. be strong okay?" i was just afraid that i will cry and break down. people might just think i am weakling. but now.. i am ever so sorry i thought that way. i am proud to say that my grandfather was strong. yes. strong. even at the point of death. he was still cracking jokes when he was terribly weak.

the next day, i went to school. i was sad. but thanks to nana and charm, i didnt think much about it. i thought i was over it. i thought i was fine. but no. later that day, i went to the wake. i looked at him. he looked happy. i was okay. but after looking at him after a period of time, i realized how much i missed him. i admit i didnt treasure the times we gad to together. but i am glad the picture is still there with me. the only thing i regretted not doing was not hugging him and telling him that i love him.

well. here goes. GONG GONG, I LOVE YOU. AND I ALWAYS WILL. I HOPE THAT YOU ARE REALLY HAPPY UP THERE WITH GOD. JUST DONT EVER FORGET THAT SOMEONE IS MISSING YOU EVERY MINUTE EVERYDAY. THATS ME GONGGONG.

well. i am glad i am done. i am not sad anymore. i know that he isnt suffering anymore. i am gonna do my best in life because i know that he is up that watching me.

I am Lin Weihui and I love my school. I detest badminton but somehow I still stick with it because of my team. I do the stupidest things and take the retardest photos. I love chocolates and I eat them almost every single day. I think I love everyone in the whole wide world. I shop alot, and I admit I'll just die without shopping. I am really petty and I'll flare up and throw tantrums over the slightest things. Oh yes, you're gonna die a horrible death at midnight sharp if you don't remember my name.



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;Audrey
;Candice
;Carol
;Charmaine
;Christel
;Christopher
;Daphne
;Denise
;Elaina
;Emelia
;Georgina
;Jacelyn
;Jazreel
;Jiehui
;Jinghao
;JingYing
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;Mong Chin
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;Nicole
;Pamela
;Sharlyn
;Shivani
;Shuyin
;Suzanna
;Tessa
;Valerie
;WeiYi
;Whimsy
;YuTing


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